Kelsey's MindSay Blog

the tears on her cheeks are from laughter

alwaysseeking — 2008-08-19T09:08:45-05:00

Hey there, local misfits. I am consulting you from the desk of... my bed, where I am searching for some job where I can hug animals. I have lots of relevant experience in this field,...

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everybody knows this is nowhere

alwaysseeking — 2008-08-12T10:08:19-05:00

The other day my friend asked why I don't write anymore. I said, "I don't know what to say. So I just don't say anything."

I feel futility in the face of the present. I stare at it too long and end...

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old people

alwaysseeking — 2008-07-17T12:07:07-05:00

old people
like to come over to your house without telling you
old people
refuse to sleep in a bed
old people
will only sleep in recliners and
old people
only sleep til 4 am....

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i've got to find a way nowhere.

alwaysseeking — 2008-07-04T12:07:04-05:00

god, i just wanna take my eyes out. you know, you drive me absolutely fucking crazy.

the difference between me and you is that you believe things, you anoint them in your way, as if important,...

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Immediate plans:

alwaysseeking — 2008-06-30T11:06:22-05:00

-finish working at the nursery until August.
-return to school in fall to get a major in History with a concentration in Native American History.
-Apply...

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natural beauty.

alwaysseeking — 2008-06-16T09:06:23-05:00

_{(short explanation. my mother died on March 21, 2008.)}

Let's forget everything that has happened before.

Not that I will forget it, because I remember it all. I'm just asking...

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no subject

alwaysseeking — 2008-02-13T10:02:26-05:00

goddamn, i realize, you wanted me to be alone.

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America.

alwaysseeking — 2008-01-14T09:01:39-05:00

_{"I was looking for a job and then I found a job, and heaven knows I'm miserable now.
In my life, why do I give valuable time, to people who don't care if I live or I die?"
--MORRISSEY}

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For then, and for now.

alwaysseeking — 2008-01-07T01:01:21-05:00

How fantastic it is for that one to be engaged. You know, how sickening are the cinches that twist fate. If only it weren't bedlam, if only I could have been closer, had been there, it could have been me,...

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no subject

alwaysseeking — 2007-12-19T03:12:56-05:00

why is it that all i can ever do is apologize to you? apologize for you?

i am sorry,

i am sorry again.

i am sorry i am not your lily-flower and

that i can...

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